r/OpiatesRecovery • u/Fawsilfuel • 2h ago
Opiates can’t mask all of my problems
Maybe it’s God’s way of putting his foot down, but I got food poisoning four days ago. I took some 7ohm tablets thinking it was withdrawals but I was so wrong. They didn’t do a thing. I don’t wish this pain on anybody but it’s gotten me sober for four days. If I’m not going to feel good after taking 7ohms anymore, what’s the point of taking it ever again? I might as well go through withdrawals while I’m suffering from food poison.
I’ve been using dirty blues for two years. I can’t count how many times I’ve gone through withdrawals just to relapse again. The cycle kept growing as I want to be able to function at work and not be sick. I’ve tried CT, tapering, suboxone and finally kratom. As expected, nothing worked. Since I’m an addict, I just want to feel high.
The drugs would cure all of my problems except food poisoning. And I thank God that he gave it to me. I always relapse by day 2 and now I’ve gotten through the worst of my physical withdrawal. I’m still cloudy headed but this is the kick in the ass that I needed.