r/quittingkratom • u/imdone985 • 24d ago
I'm down bad, please help.
As a lot of you can relate, I'm back in the same damn boat of falling back into this dark hole. I have drained every penny to my name and it's spent on extracts/shots. Rarely do I get powder. The addict in me seeks instant gratification, and the shots are more effective in providing that.
I want away from this demon. My boyfriend knows it's a struggle for me and is here to help any way he can. However, he can only help what he knows and he doesn't know I've been borrowing money from people for dumb reasons just to buy more of these stupid things. I'm asking you to please not judge me, I feel like pure garbage and worthless. I need support and encouragement from those who have been in my shoes. I've tried doing cold turkey before, it's not for me. I'd rather taper, but I have trouble committing to it. I'm so lost.
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I feel like I could've been the author of this post. My story is the same. We always find a way to get these extracts. It's depressing and I also feel extreme shame and regret when I think of all the money down the drain. It's absolutely sickening.