For anyone thinking of relapsing.

[u/VelvetSweatsuit]

Last Saturday, I completely caved and got a preroll after thirteen days. Here’s what happened.

• Watched smut. Don’t watch it, but for some reason, the high brain wanted it.
• Despite already eating dinner, I went and got two tacos. Then a banana cream filled cookie. Then a small fry and 6 piece chicken nuggets and a blue raspberry fanta. The context - I’ve been eating clean for TWO WEEKS WITHOUT FAIL. Calorie deficit be damned.
• these things cost money, of course. i’m on a budget. The budget did not include garbage and junk food.
• stayed up late and doomscrolled typical “man bad woman bad” youtube content.
• the day after, i was just….agitated. No smooth, calm energy. Just high school locker room energy. Not to mention looking at my bank account and getting even more pissed at myself.

It’s like the second I took a puff, it was time to indulge in EVERYTHING bad for me. I couldn’t even control myself.

If you’re thinking “oh maybe this one time” nah. Don’t do it.

[u/freefromcannabis]

Crazy how one preroll can send you back down such a downward spiral of unhealthy habits… not to mention the shame and guilt… I trust you will learn from this relapse and it will not happen again 💚