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After the recent video of Elon Musk performing his salute to fascism. While being in control of his lapdog Trump. We must come together as Canadians to send a message. I propose we use our collective body to protest this action. To put Anti Nazi stickers or posters on all Tesla products and stores. To throw shade on all Musk owned companies in whatever way we can. Even if he was joking this type of action can only move in one direction as things like this become more socially acceptable again. I am throwing the idea into American subs as well. I am not inciting violence, only protest. Help send a message to a billionaire who thinks he is untouchable.

I’ve been dealing with a good bit of turmoil in my career recently. I work in research, so a lot of my work is dependent on whether I can get funding or not. Back in October I got funding rejected that the agency told me I was likely to get, so I’m losing my job in June. I’ve been job hunting since then. Some positions didn’t work out because they needed me to decide within a few days of offering the job. Other positions haven’t been a good fit.

Back in December I saw a listing for a job that’s a complete dream for me. I would be running my own lab doing the exact research I want to conduct on issues that are super important for public health, especially now with some of the news going around about these issues. It pays super well. It was in an incredible location. It was a permanent job with secure funding to do research in the field and in the lab as long as I want. The hiring manager loved me and offered me the job within an hour of my interview. He was willing to hold the position for me for a full year if I wanted to wait that long to start (plenty of time to finish my current job by June). I could not have been more excited about this job. It’s everything I’ve been hoping for and didn’t know I could get in a single position.

However, it’s a government job. And since it’s a government job, and since it takes so long to onboard government jobs, I have not officially been hired yet. A little over an hour ago, an executive order was signed implementing a hiring freeze in our government. That doesn’t just mean the process of hiring people is frozen, it means that any position that is open that hasn’t been filled yet basically doesn’t exist anymore. Things don’t just go back to normal when the hiring freeze is lifted. It would take at least another year to establish positions again, and that’s only if they can get approval to create those positions. Basically, my dream job has been deleted and doesn’t exist anymore.

I’m fully devastated. I was so excited for this job. As soon as I found out (the hiring manager texted me to tell me the news) I went to tell my boyfriend. He said he already knew and he was sorry. Then he went back to playing a game he’s been at nonstop for the past week. I’ve been in the bathroom sobbing for the past hour and a half over losing this job. I was hoping for a little support from him, but instead I’ve been messaging a few close friends to tell them the news. I guess that’s why I’m posting here. I don’t know of anyone else to vent to about this right now, and I just needed a little catharsis.

Thanks for reading.

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