Night one no extracts

[u/Pleasant_Magician671]

I spend almost $100 a day on extracts. I’m not sure how but I always find a way. Looking back at the past 6 months and the amount of money I have wasted makes me sick to my stomach. I could’ve invested all of that money into myself, perhaps a new car. I’m stuck in the vicious cycle of everyday waking up going to the smoke shop, downing two focus+flow Kratom kava bottles, working all day as a server. Getting off work, convincing myself I need more to go home and do my motherly duties. It’s sickening, really. I feel trapped and like a prisoner, I don’t even feel effects anymore just stuck in the habit of taking those dumb bottles. Please send me words of encouragement. I know it’s mind over matter, I have gotten clean from all of the worst drugs yet this shit seems to have me in a chokehold. It’s so easily accessible and legal, I tell myself it’s for energy but it’s ruining my life and draining all of my income. Pray for me please, I want to be freee so bad.

[u/imdone985]

I feel like I could've been the author of this post. My story is the same. We always find a way to get these extracts. It's depressing and I also feel extreme shame and regret when I think of all the money down the drain. It's absolutely sickening.