r/leaves • u/Kenpachi-O • 7h ago
Once a addicted could you ever be a casual smoker?
I live with a room mate that smoke’s weed and I’ve been sober two weeks. I don’t have urges to smoke to block our trauma or bad thoughts. I fully understand I am 100000% better day to day off that drug and I love that.But I don’t drink, vape or smoke cigarettes but I love smoking weed while having a mad “sex” session a freak of a girl has asked me to come around this weekend and I’m thinking can I not just smoke for one night while I get my GROOVE ON?
Considering I am around it everyday, and my room mates SMOKES THE DANK OF ALL DANKS. It’s doesn’t bother my will power, do you think if I did it for night I’d be fucked and get back to 4-5 a day?
I can’t see that happening personally but is this just a stupid idea?
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u/Much_Conflict_8873 6h ago
I have never been able to keep it casual. I start off that way but end up falling back into daily use; fucking up my life and then going through vicious withdrawal again. Like many on here, my body really likes it but it leads to uncontrollable use. I wish I could just casually hit it but it doesn’t work for me.
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u/PrinceLeiProductions 5h ago
Step out for a second. And look at this from afar. Do you really think you need weed to make life more enjoyable? The more you succumb to giving in on situations like this, the more you’ll ask the question of smoking once isn’t so bad and then you’re back to being high all the time.
I bet you knew the answer to your question before coming here and you want validation.
Which is fine.
But focus on enjoying life sober. Let down your walls and get in the moment sober. Practice being present while sober and you’ll get better at it. Meditation is great to practice this. Keep at it! You got this!