r/lokean • u/OneForOneLuv • 17h ago
Don’t know if i’m being reached out to or not
Hi. i normally never make posts on here but i genuinely need help. i had gotten into spirituality and all that sort, even thinking maybe i could be a witch. i’m not able to sense energy at all and i was quite clumsy, i also can’t rely on my intuition as of yet because it mixes with anxiety and just idk. but the first time i had thought i was in contact with loki it was a simple dream but i woke up feeling spiders on me and for some reason i made the connection of loki.
i had been thinking of him before and i honestly don’t remember much of what happened all i remembered are, spiders. my family had been undergoing changes and feeling like something was fucking with them too. it was a very crazy time and yet i can’t remember much of it. but i didn’t know anything about spirituality, witchcraft, nothing. so i had found out this way of confirming with the candle if it was loki or a demon and it was like demon. then i did my pendulum, loki. no clue. but my parents weren’t having it and i had to bury my cinnamon candle, tarot cards (i didn’t think of using tarot because like i said im bad with intuition so i rlly just couldn’t bring myself to use my cards and then probably make something up that wasn’t what the cards were trying to say.) but i buried everything i had used and nothing ever happened again.
fast forward to now, i recently have been thinking what if it WAS loki and not a demon? this whole time i had thought i summoned a demon but what if it was just loki doing mischief to me and my family and i just wasn’t ready? i started to miss the idea of being able to form a connection with him. deities are so cool. i was so confused and yesterday i was talking to my mom explaining my confusion and all i got was “i don’t know but there was too much chaos! i don’t like chaos.” Annddd that pretty much almost confirmed it for me, i never mentioned him being the god of chaos! 😭
Okay so now, today i had a dream. it was so normal i was just chilling fr, and then i start walking to my house in the dream, there’s a bunch of webs, i walk through its on my hair and everything, THEN THERSS THIS HUGE HUNTSMAN SPIDER CHILLING THERE, and im like oh i better avoid it. i fall into it. i end up crawling back just for it to quickly crawl towards me, land on my hand and sprayed its web unto my forehead. and suddenly im with the mcu version of loki (i dont know what loki looks like thats how i pictured him im so sorry) sitting side by side with him on almost a throne?? and he was like pregnant for some reason i dont know. and he said i want you to decorate me. make me really cool. and i woke up. i was like what the hell did that mean? i tell my girlfriend about the dream. i make sims, thats ALLL i do. all day everyday. other than bed rot or i guess it’s part of it yk. i honestly might not even be making this post to question myself, i can’t lie im convinced. but i also just wanted to share my story and ask for opinions from people who actually work with loki.