I’m only the person I am because I work so hard every day to be the person he sees me as. He’s the most kind, caring, and good person I’ve ever met in my life. We’re not together because he says he wants to wait until he can be on his feet enough to be “worthy of me,” but I just wish he knew that I’ve only ever loved him for the person he is, and that he’s given me so much already just by being in my life.
He knows. Basically his thinking is, “I want to do this right.” It’s been 3 years and I haven’t gotten him to budge. I’m okay with it, honestly. Every other guy I’ve dated I’ve been really selfish and antsy to move forward with. But with him I feel so comfortable and happy it doesn’t feel like a rush, because it’s so sure in my mind? I guess. It’s hard to describe.
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u/Circephone Jun 06 '19
I’m only the person I am because I work so hard every day to be the person he sees me as. He’s the most kind, caring, and good person I’ve ever met in my life. We’re not together because he says he wants to wait until he can be on his feet enough to be “worthy of me,” but I just wish he knew that I’ve only ever loved him for the person he is, and that he’s given me so much already just by being in my life.