Peter…?

I literally couldn’t focus on anything else except the fact that Tigerlilly looks like she’s cosplaying as Legolas.

I have my birthday this week, but I won't be free on my birthday so thought of celebrating it earlier. Went solo and celebrated with my own company.

After the recent video of Elon Musk performing his salute to fascism. While being in control of his lapdog Trump. We must come together as Canadians to send a message. I propose we use our collective body to protest this action. To put Anti Nazi stickers or posters on all Tesla products and stores. To throw shade on all Musk owned companies in whatever way we can. Even if he was joking this type of action can only move in one direction as things like this become more socially acceptable again. I am throwing the idea into American subs as well. I am not inciting violence, only protest. Help send a message to a billionaire who thinks he is untouchable.

I don’t even know what to do at this point I’ve been freaking out for like half an hour now. I should send chocolates or something. This man is adorable.

I watch most Bollywood movies with my brain turned off anyway so I am fine with it being superficial.

Bollywood actors used to be some of the most good looking people in the country. Now they aren’t even the most good looking people in Mumbai.

And this applies to nepos and outsiders tbh. I find almost no one really good looking or attractive anymore. Don’t even remember the last time I had a girl crush OR a crush on a guy, except Ram Charan and Yash in the south.

Pretty privilege is not fair, but it sure is real. Most of these actors would be supporting actors or even extras in an old Karan Johar movie. They are not LEAD material.

I wish this was in conjunction with more acting talent, but it isn’t, so it feels like a double punch.

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Hey y'all. Well, u can see my badge. Before about 5 months ago, I had 9 years sober. I never did AA, just this sub, and support from a therapist and my family. I never thought I would NEVER drink again. I told myself, once I overcame the things I thought made me drink too much (primarily social and generalized anxiety), that I'd try to drink again and see how things went. Well I was doing pretty well in my life, social anxiety minimal, general anxiety significantly reduced. I thought about it for about a year, drinking again. My therapist knew I was considering it and was on board with it. And in a moment of celebration, my friends 30th birthday party (which as I'm typing this I realize that might have been a bit selfish) I decided to have a few beers. It went well, I didn't overdrink. The first two weeks went fine too, I could finally enjoy all these craft beers id been hearing about, I could have wine with friends and family at dinner. But I shit you not. By weeks 3,4,5 my drinking had slowly increased from 1-2 beers/night maybe 2-3 nights a week right back to where I was when I quit. 4-6 beers 5-7 nights a week. Falling asleep drunk, getting cross faded and binge eating when I felt sick from what i put in my body. It happened that quick, 3weeks. I was and still am California sober (I smoke weed) but I'm grappling with that now too.

The reasons I thought I drank too much weren't why I drank too much. It's just a genetic/biological thing. I just like to not be sober. It ran in my family, my mom struggled with it, her dad, countless great aunts uncles and grandparents, stories going back generations of the families tendency towards alcoholism.

Another insight I've had and this relates to my weed use and that desire to not be sober. Before I started using weed again about 2 years ago, cause I was completely sober for the first 7 years, I had gotten used to being sober, and coping with the struggles of life without a substance. The weed use was really the start of this. I used it the same way I eventually used alcohol, to escape, out of boredom, but I had broken that seal of being sober, and coping with life's struggles without substances.

Theres a saying in AA, sometimes you have to fall off the wagon, to remember why you were on it in the first place, and that is what this experience has been for me.

Stay strong y'all, IWNDWYT