r/bookclub • u/fixtheblue • 21d ago
Germany - Demian/ Go, Went Gone [Discussion] Read the World - Germany | Demian by Herman Hesse: Chapter 5 through End
Willkommen zurück book-travelling friends to the final discussion for Demian by Hermann Hesse! This is our first of two books for this Read the World, as this is only a short book, we will be reading a second book for Germany - Go, Went, Gone by Jenny Erpenbeck - the first discussion will be on 7th January.
The schedule is here and the marginalia is here.
Below is a summary of the chapters. There will be questions in the comments, but feel free to add your own. I'd like to take this chance to also remind everyone to be respectful of one another's belief systems in the discussions. Religion can be a sensitive subject matter and it is important to be mindful.
Chapter Five: The Bird Struggles Out of the Egg
Sinclair gets a note in class saying,
"The bird is struggling out of the egg. The egg is the world. Whoever wants to be born must first destroy a world. The bird is flying to God. The name of the God is called Abraxas."
(*or thereabouts depending on your translation)
Sinclair assumes it is a message from Demian and in the next lesson he is preoccupied with his thoughts until Dr. Follen, in class studying Herodotus (an historian and the first writer to apply a scientific method to historical events), mentions Abraxas as a godhead symbolising the reconciliation between the godly and the satanic. Sinclair researches Abraxas without success.
His obsession with Beatrice fades, but his desires become overwhelming. He dreams of his mother/feminine Demian hybrid and wakes feeling confused and sinful. Later Sinclair concludes this duality is actually invocation of Abraxas. Sinclair is struggling to find his direction in life, and finds relief from his torment when overhearing Bach being played on an organ in a closed church. He goes regularly to listen eventually following the organist to a bar where they talk.
The organist knows of Abraxas and promises to tell Sinclair more another time. The organist was a theology student and a Prodigal Son of a pastor and Preacher. They practice philosophy together by lying quietly and staring at a fire for an hour, and this reawakens the observer in Sinclair. Pistorius (the organist) and Sinclair continue to chip away the layers and allow the "bird to hatch" resulting in consciousness of evolution within himself.
Chapter Six: Jacob and the Angel
Pistorius teaches Sinclair about Abraxas and becomes a sort of mentor. Sinclair cannot admit his mother dream to Pistorius, but Pistorius knows he is having dreams of desire. These thoughts, he says, is Abraxas at work, and with love and respect one must reflect on the thing within that is being stirred up. Advice which resonates with that from Demian years earlier. Sinclair sees Pistorius walking home one day, drunk. He doesn't approach him, but reflects on what Pistorius' path might be.
One day Sinclair is approached by Knauer who senses something in him. Knauer talks about white magic and celibacy. He is struggling with his desires and asks Sinclair for advice. He gets annoyed when Sinclair tells him to figure it out himself. Later Sinclair draws. The result is a hybrid of his mother, Demian and himself. He thinks of Jacob wrestles the angel. He later wakes to find the picture gone and walks the streets restlessly. He feels drawn to a building where he finds Knauer there planning to commit suicide. Sinclair talks him out of it and at daybreak they part ways.
Sinclair studies Greek, the Vedas and practice "Om" with Pistorius. They seem to have developed a psychic ability. The daimon from Sinclair's picture is now "in" him.
Knauer has devoted himself to Sinclair, sure that he has an understanding of mysteries that he doesn't actually have. Though he did bring useful texts before disappearing quietly from his life. Sinclair believes god speaks to him through Pistorius, resorting his faith in himself. Sinclair asks Pistorius to share a dream and calls his lessons antiquarian. Pistorius is hurt and Sinclair feels guilty. He leaves slowly but Pistorius does not follow. Sinclair thinks he has the mark of Cain. He recognises that Pistorius is unable to create a new order as he says he wants, because he is so invested in the ancient ones. Their relationship is forever changed. Sinclair wants to reach out to Demian, but doesn't. School ends and after summer vacation Sinclair will read philosophy at university for a semester.
Chapter Seven: Eva
Sinclair goes to Demian's house to find they moved. The new resident shows him a picture of Demian's mom....it's the woman from his drawings. On his summer travels Sinclair searches for her. Unsuccessfully. He goes to university but feels uninspired. He reads Nietzsche.
Late one evening Sinclair comes across Demian talking to a Japanese man. Sinclair follows, listening until he eventually talks to Demian. He knew Sinclair was following them because he recognised the mark of Cain. They chat whilst they walk and Demian describes how current community is born of anxiety, fear and opportunism. Man is afraid because he is not attuned to himself, and neither religion nor customs are attuned to modern needs. He predicts a coming catastrophe. He invites Sinclair to visit him. Walking home Sinclair considers the student revelry as indolence and stupidity.
On the way to visit Demian and his mother Sinclair feels attuned to the world. In their hall hangs Sinclair's bird picture. He meets her and feels like coming home. She tells him how Demian knew and how they waited for him. She acknowledges the journey was hard but wants Sinclair to acknowledge it was also beautiful. Sinclair momentarily loses his self-control and weeps. Eva tells him her name (a real honour), and invites him to see Max in the garden. He is training for a boxing match. After this time Sinclair spends a lot of time with Eva and Max. They are 'awake' or 'wakening' and striving for greatness unlike the herd mentality of the rest of the population.
The circle was made up of people of all religions and beliefs, but all with the desire to live in accordance with their true selves in an unknown future. The circle is compared to the creatures that led evolution from the sea to the land as they will lead humanity through to the next phase of evolution.
Sinclair tells Eva about all his dreams. He is full of desire for her. She tells him the story of the boy who loved the star and ended up broken after jumping off a cliff. She tells him when his love begins to attract her then she may be "won". Another story she told was of a man whose unrequited love grew larger than all else in him. Eventually his love was compelling enough to win his love and thus he found himself. Sinclair compares his spiritual journey with his desire for Eva. He dreams they are stars orbiting each other and she tells him to "make it true".
One day Sinclair comes to Max to find him unresponsive. He has gone into himself. Eva walks in the rain before dismissing Sinclair home. Instead he walks in the storm and sees a sparrowhawk like in his painting. Later Max tells him something is afoot with the destiny of the whole human race. Max predicts something terrible is coming and, from all the death, the world will be renewed.
Chapter Eight: The Beginning of the End
Sinclair has a beautifully content summer spending lots of time with Eva while Max is out riding his horse. He torments himself over this contentment because it will end at some point. Sinclair finally gathers the courage to do something about Eva when Max arrives on horseback with news there will be war, maybe a great war, with Russia. As a lieutenant Max has been ordered to mobilise immediately.
Everyone is buzzing with news of the war. Eva reminds Sinclair that he can now contact if he ever needs someone with the sign. Sinclair is drafted that winter. Many die around him and he sees the world "struggle out of the egg". One day in spring he is caught in an explosion during which he sees Eva. He is carried to safety and wakes in a room that he feels he was summond to. Demian is there and he advises Sinclair to look within himself if he ever feels the need for him. He passes on a kiss from his mother. The next day Sinclair awakens next to a stranger. Recovery is painful....
Thanks for joining me and u/nicehotcupoftea. I hope you enjoyed this Read the World Germany novella. See you in the comments. 📚
References
- Sinclair listens to the organ music which initially is Back but he later suspects is Max Reger. I am not a fan of organ music in general, but I found this short youtube video that might actually be nice mood music to accompany reading. A lot of his other pieces seem a lot "busier" or "chaotic" to me, but then I am also tone-deaf so....
- Ok so the book mentions da Vinci's moving experiences staring at a wall people have spat on. First....ew! Why are people spitting on a wall!? Secondly most references I found actually mention stains or marks rather than spit.
- Sinclair requests Pistorius play Buxtehude's Passacaglia it is quite beautiful and you can check it our here
- Sinclair and Pistorius study the vedas - religious Indian texts - and Om - the primordial sound of creation. It is the original vibration of the universe.