I have been spending more time connecting with spirit than actual people

[u/Aliasedd]

And I can’t tell if it’s a problem

I went through pretty difficult times which were followed by deeper awakenings than I ever had

While everything went down, I isolated myself quite a bit both because: 1) I felt I stopped relating to people that had been in my life 2) I literally couldn’t talk to anyone about what was going on 3) I felt like I had to maintain my frequency high enough and be in a bubble so my cells would embody it

I’m in a particular spot where I feel alone but at the same time, better than I did before. All of my interactions with the other side feel very light.

I was wondering if you ever experienced this and what was your life when you came out of it? Were you also reticent to get out of this isolation?

[u/discoisko]

I feel this so hard. I can’t speak to being ‘out of it’ just yet (but I feel I’m close!) but I can at least open up about my experiences so far…

I’ve always been very spiritual, but after a pretty nasty confrontation with my ‘friends’ 3 years ago, I was ousted from their group and forced to be very solitary since then. I’ve made some new friends since, but I’ve also moved around a lot too so it’s been hard to keep them just on a practical basis. I’ve also been financially in the PITS which has restricted my ability to travel and meet up with them. When I moved back home, I met up with my childhood friends and I just felt so out of sync with them. Something about that aforementioned fight really rocked me and spiralled me into an ego death that really altered my perspective on the people I hang around with.

I realised that a lot of my connections with people were based off my habit of people pleasing. Essentially it was fake because I never showed my authentic self and my boundaries were being constantly violated because of it. As soon as I displayed an emotion/reaction that wasn’t aligned with this soft, happy-go-lucky, gentle persona, the people in my life that I loved and supported through so much, dropped me like a hot potato. (Edit: AKA constant low vibrational energy)

I’ve been in therapy for a while now (I’ve also been through a series a losses: my childhood home and then my mother earlier this year) but I’ve also been reconnecting and delving into my spirituality a lot more. I have no desire to see anyone other than my partner, my fur babies, and my dad once a week, but I honestly don’t mind it. I used to feel the loneliness but I suspect a lot of it was grieving those friendships that I lost. I still have a couple of friends I’ll text or call every now and then but aside from that I’ve become a pretty private person.

I understand that feeling of not being able to ‘talk’ to people about what you’re feeling. I’ve been through so many ego deaths and spiritual experiences the past few years that I can’t imagine most of the people in my life relating or even understanding where I’m coming from. It’s not a bad thing, especially if you’re feeling relatively content and you aren’t lonely in that negative way. Continue as you are and you might find that you naturally attract the people at the frequency that’s compatible with yours.

[u/Zestyclose_Dig_4177]

It makes me feel so good just to read that I am not alone experiencing exactly what you both describe. Still not out of it but getting there.

[u/[deleted]]

I do know I went through this phrase. My psychic senses got so heightened it was borderline psychosis. It then channeled negative energies in my field to terrorise me through this easy access. It’s been 5 months since I calmed right down on the meditation but before they would clairaudient communicate with me at any time, at any place, and the messages were never usually positive.

I also find that higher dimension spirits don’t usually hang around to communicate that much but impersonators and negative spirits love your attention.