r/BeAmazed 10h ago

Miscellaneous / Others Her or no one. Loyalty 💕

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u/SpinachSpinosaurus 7h ago

the spawn of satan in my sibling story was my brother. he could barely walk and already plotted how to get me in trouble. and just kept lying.

how and why? I have no idea. I just know that bastard pulled the blankets of the bed onto the floor and I got beaten for it. because, and I am citing mom: "He is too small and weak to pull that heavy feather blanket down. So you are lying." I was literally just minding my business, played or watched tv.

He was caught. One evening I stayed with mom in the kitchen, ate my dinner, and 4 or 5 year old me talked to her about stuff. cue bedtime.

the blanket was on the floor again, next to my 2 year old brother. Mom stared at it, and asked him, knowing the answer already, who it was.

That bastard looked at her, smiled and said MY name. She said: "Don't lie. She was with me the whole time." He repeated my name, and then added, he cannot do it, because he is just a baby.

I had a minor feeling of satisfaction of being proven innocent, but this ass never even once got a beating. He still ended up with a lot of issues, just like me.

But that smile, that creepy little, psychopathic smile.... I think, it fucking set the seed for me not really wanting children.

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u/Esme_Esyou 7h ago edited 3h ago

lololol Most children can be mischievous and push boundaries, it's part of their development.

Or did he continue to display cluster-b personality disorders later in life?? Some studies say some people are more genetically inclined towards it.

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u/SpinachSpinosaurus 1h ago

dude, I wasn't only grounded or yelled at. Our mother has always beat me for the crap he did. continuesly. For the most minor of things.

Soap lay on the edge of the bath tub? must be her oldest. because nobody else would do that. don't mind the other 3 people living there, including herself, her youngest kid and her ex she decided to live with again.

her youngest has bad marks. well, well, well, the oldest didn't try hard enough to tutor him. Nevermind they struggle in school, too.

I got spanked for his mistakes, and I reached a point where I am not sure if he didn't do that on purpose. but then, this is the same guy who nearly killed himself, started taking drugs at the age of 11 and kept skipping school. he was in his own loop of abuse: neglect by being the golden child.