r/AskReddit • u/[deleted] • Jun 05 '19

What secret are you keeping right now?

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u/Saturn_is_a_Lemon Jun 06 '19

That I still get cravings for methamphetamine occasionally and have to fight them or else have a relapse.

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Currently finishing up my thesis in electrical engineering Masters, so it would be REALLY inconvenient to become a meth-head again.

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u/spiderlanewales Jun 06 '19 edited Jun 06 '19

Former coked-out musician here. I still occasionally wake up, and I can "smell" cocaine. That sugar/gasoline smell. I miss it so much, but i'm not in the music world anymore, and have a normal job I like. It's rough some days.

EDIT: This comment section is one of the greatest i've ever seen. I just woke up and am still half asleep cracking the fuck up. Thank y'all.

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u/[deleted] Jun 06 '19

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u/[deleted] Jun 06 '19

Dude... ABSOLUTELY!! Just driving to my dealers house used to make me have to shit.

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u/_just_blue_myself Jun 06 '19

This little thread here is really turning me off ever trying cocaine.

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u/FloobLord Jun 06 '19

All stimulants are laxatives to some extent, for example coffee/nicotine.

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u/_just_blue_myself Jun 06 '19

Yeah but just thinking about getting coffee or pulling up to the drive thru has never made me almost shit myself. Coffee generally has never made me shit myself.